Saturday, December 04, 2004

Thanks my friends!

Thanks for asking me how I am.Though some of you were mean instead, I still appreciate you!I'll be fine soon.
Just gimmie a week more.
I'm sorry I just can't talk about it right now.

Just love my new printer... Was so shitty that it wasn't working when first i got it, and i had to have to replaced with a one to one exchange.
Thanks for the printer sales guy from sitex...greg. Nice guy.

Liliang! My china friend. Incidentally he took my name aldrin too.
Heh. so nice to hear from you. Sorry I can't meet you at nie this sun.

Couldnt a sleep wink last night.Either the residue adrenaline from 5 hours of cycling or the 2 bottles of green tea I drank. Normally I wouldn't waste money to buy 2 green
tea. But for $1.65 at seven-eleven, its a steal!

Now, can smile already. Tomorrow going to church. And bringing people along. Always believed when i go must bring people along. So proud of myself. hehe.

And Bang, thanks for asking me along for the game. Really appreciated
your company!If not for you, i wouldnt have regained my appetite.
Sorry you have to see me like this. I'm cannot always cheerful and
positive you know... and paisei I didn't watch movie with you.. DOn't
wanna be light bulb. See you guys hanky panky in cinema will make me imagine too much and kill me off anyway.

Today was the day of unimaginables.

I actually asked for help! Usually I'll settle stuff on my own.But this time round.. Damn. I can't deal with it alone any longer...So tempted to get professional help. BUt guess that would be too
extreme, wouldn't it? hmmmm... anyway no luck. Either not free or no
reply.

Turned out to be a blessing in disguise.

Returned to the 'site of greatest hurt.' Reminded myself that "man
must always confront his greatest hurts and fears; and develop the Courage to move on." Managed to complete my grocery shopping anyway.

I was arrogant and confident that I could turn things around.
Apparantly I was too late.
Now next week I shall learn to experience
humilty and acceptance.
Call it retribution if you like.
I deserve it.

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