Finally - Ah Ha! - what's Next

I can't sleep!
This is something new for me.
It's been almost 2 and a half months of good sleep at night where night terror no longer rules.
and I finally get to rest really really well and I get to DREAM every single night!
It is something I long for and failed to do for a long long time.

Science Fiction.
The stuff of dreams.
Of man's REALITY and humanity's ALTERNATE FUTURES.
Of what it is and what it could be and never will be.

Psyched.
Thoughts are getting COHERENT too.
Back to its usual logic at last. At least.

Cooking does help control diets which in turn affects health and mental well-being.
Just loved the chemistry in cooking show thingy.
Now all I lack is the will to exercise.
Easily remedied with hiking and walking.
Which I am tempted to do now in this late hour.
All it takes is WILL.

It is time and I am ready to move on.

Details of the trip are firming up really nicely and all it takes it a dedicated push in dealing and tying up all my administrative matters here and just setting off when it is time.

I just hope that I've not been too prudent in my planning nor extravagant in my approach.

Money.

Money is meant to be spent and can always be earned back.
Too easily in fact that it is such a chore to do so while travelling.
The time will be spent to decide how to make enough when I finally come back.
And how interests should be financed by interests, whether be it investments or working in what you love.


ENOUGH.
Typing for now.
Mind has warmed up.
For the longest time.

Indecisiveness has set in for the longest time.
And it is actually all good.
To be in two minds.
In my case many many minds.
Leading to infinite possibilities.
And it's all probable.
Depending on the first step we take.
Because it is what we WILL do and the path it EVENTUALLY leads
That truly defines the purpose and meaning of it all.

What's next?



PS: The title of this blog is so apt. Or it shall be simply just be. WILL.
Titles are good. Summaries.