What should be on my blog?

Hmmm.. AT is rite.. Maybe I shouldn't blog about my thoughts.. For one others might misinterpret my thoughts... Hmm.. so how to share my thoughts with people. Talk to people about it? Or continue writing? many other problems, but let me stick to the issue on writing vs speech.

There is a difference between reality and appearence.
In an independent frame of reference, this reality is the true state of the agent . This reality is interpreted, or formed by the agent by his consiousness in the form of his thoughts.
Pple think in words, sensory memories ie (Visual Images), or emotional stimulations (feelings). if only we could share such our personal experiences with others directly without the need for conversion! Hmm.. but then theres still the problem of interpretation.. appearance! haha..

hmmm.. in our current evolutionary form, language is the main form by which thoughts can be coherently transformed into? But then again there is still drama? art? body language? aesthetics..

Then again.. the socially accepted form of communication still exists in the form of speech or writings.
Speech as a direct manifestation thoughts. Writing as a deriavative of speech. haha.. *yawn* think derrida or rousseau wrote something like this before.. cannot remember.. Urg... I really need a concept map for anyone to understand what i'm saying.. This is why man must unite with machine. Because only with a mind of logic, can one truely isolate and derive meaning.

I'm boring the shit out of myself.... Why do I engage in this sort of mental bable... I wonder.. better stop thinking.. So sleepy... G just msged: "Orange light fills my room, casting some aura of warmth as the rain falls coldly outside.." The feeling shared in such poetic words. Its about the connection between people. Its untangible. haha.. so unscientific. I must sound really confused..
Am i really screwed? Who is to judge?
I think all i long for is understanding..someone to understand what i'm saying? or someone who feels the way i feel about things? hmm i dunno which is more important to me...

quite fun to blog, whatever i'm blogging i must say! hehe..