1: Semester 2 starts
2: Mercy Relief
3: Gay Bar
Semester 2 starts
My period of trial and perseverence starts. 5 more weeks. Enjoyed one class in particular. Found a nice secluded corner to call my own.
Mercy Relief/Tsunami
-The idea of volunteerism. Thought provoking.
-Reality check.
-Is there altruism?
-Everyone has a heart. It is inherent no matter what, yet largely untamed.
Most hearts have no purpose nor direction nor dreams nor aspirations.
To lead, to serve, to guide, to instill, to inspire. The rest is up to the individual. Remember.
Gay Bar
A whole new world.
'Nuff Said.
Ramblings
Why do I still bother to blog? THere is simply so much and too much.
Had great conversations and time with loads of people everywhere i went.
I'm put in my place. Why do I still cry?
The cross I bear, by a thin black thread. I cannot live my life any longer. Almost everything I had believed in is crumbling....Why do I see and feel so much, yet to feel helpless and hopeless.
I want to run away from home, from work. Away from family and this society.
Put me in Aceh. I can be so useful there, my skills, my knowledge on the ground.
But nay. Never run away.
My hands keep trembling, a dull aches plagues my chest.
Too strong to break down. Too weak to stand alone.
Temptations all around. Never take the easy way out. Steadfast.
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Sometimes, life and sanity hangs by a thread. Yet, we must remember that when all things feel like they are crumbling, God is still in control, whether we like what we are feeling, seeing or unseeing for that matter.
Don't stand alone. There's God and there're your friends. :)
We love you! You know we do. Hang in there bro! Some day we go for a drink ok? Meanwhile, hang in there.
P/S: I hope you didn't get harassed at the gay bar. Tell me more about your one-of-a-kind experience when we meet.
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